NO MOOD

Today sucks so badly.

I just feel, nothing good.

I was the assistant head today & Buljit wanted me to be the bitch.

Yes he told me exactly this.

Which is to yell at people / reprimand / comment on my MATES like a biatch.

&& that he shouldnt yell a single word after I took over.

I told myself I can do this without being a bitch.

Truth is, some irritating people chose to be funny, & due to our quite slack past trainings, the service was kind of screwed. & that I even serve.

And the buljit was yelling T_T

There goes everything.

He evaluated me today (sway-ly -.-) & failed without doubt.

I think everyone else that was evaluated didnt clear as well.

Stop saying sorry to me, esp alicia honey ! Not your fault -.-

I think you did great uknow!

After the whole thing ended, me and ali got pretty emo & we started thinking.

Yes, many thoughts were running through.

I started thinking why in the world will I end up in Shatec & take up Hotel Management.

Am I even suitable for this industry in future.

Can I even build & train up my confidence level & leadership skills. I've tried today but its not working.

He said thats what I lacked on, I agree. But arent ppl borned with such qualities? I think so.

Look at the leaders around you, born to lead.

Oh well, tml need to serve again -.- Im so not looking forward to. Fucked up -.-

Thanks Peace for the many KimJaeJoong you wrote, it did worked a bit ! HAHA XD